Of Passion, Poetry and Papayas
It was predictable. Yes, there she was: the girl in the bikini,
blithely looking out into the ocean. It was a turquoise sea with
placid waves. Half a mile from the shore a sand bank tamed the onrush
of the surf, and only a lazy Caribbean murmur was perceptible.
The sun had left its mark on the European tourist. Under her bikini
one suspected very white skin, since the natural blonde hair somehow
did not match the milk chocolate of her tanned legs. Was she Dutch
or maybe French? My guess: she was from some green village with
little narrow canals and many cows and geese. No big-city girl.
Her bikini was not the latest fashion - nor did she read People,
Paris Match or Der Spiegel. I noticed she held a book of poetry
in her hands - from a distance you could distinguish the breakdown
of the page into verses, not paragraphs as in a novel. Could it
be Baudelaire? Eichendorff? Heaney? Maybe Neruda?
I approached her, since she was alone, asked her for the hour (just
before I had removed my watch, leaving tell-tale signs on my wrist).
Even looking at the sun, I already knew it was around noon. I noticed
she wore neither wedding nor engagement ring, but a small signet
ring on her left pinky. Aha! Upper class, maybe pretentious, or
just habit, a harmless family tradition. My eyes caressed her ring,
her fingers, and moved up swiftly, feeling the length of her body.
I was startled by her eyes, thinking she was inspecting me in the
same fashion. Maybe I blushed. She did not. But I enjoyed discovering
a sprinkling of freckles on her nose. Her eyes were that kind of
blue that made me think of icebergs off the coast of Norway ...
pretty much of a contrast with the tropical environment of our island
resort.
Was my behaviour gauche? I tried to engage her in light conversation
and was relieved to confirm my earlier intuition that she did not
belong to the bovine category of tourists - nor to the flashy, loud
New York type - hooked on CNN News and the politically correct comments
about earthquakes in the Philippines, famine in Sudan, floods in
the Netherlands and tornados in Oklahoma destroying the new bungalows
of the Cherokee Indians. No, she reminded me of the more natural,
less chip-on-the-shoulder girls of the ante-1968 generation.
She did not look like a smoker, nor did she carry a lighter with
her. This pleased me, because I never particularly appreciated the
aftertaste of cigarettes in someone else's mouth. I did notice that
apparently she was not adverse to alcohol, since she had been sipping
a Banana Daiquiri with nonchalance, playing with the straw when
she was not drinking.
Just at this moment one of the beach bartenders came by to pick
up orders and I risked looking supercilious by ordering a piña
colada. Meanwhile I was fumbling with my camera and lenses, putting
them in their respective cases. I stretched my towel on the sand
and sat down.
"How long have you been here?"
- "Not nearly long enough," was her resolute reply. "Just
under two weeks."
"Same here. And I'm staying for five more days."
- "Lucky you! Day after tomorrow it's all over for me."
I noticed the pattern on her bikini: little shamrocks on a Kelly
green cloth. Funny, she did not look Irish at all. Nor did she have
any trace of an Irish accent. By now I had decided that she could
not be Scandinavian, since they always go topless. The more I studied
her, the less she looked German or French - and surely not Italian.
By process of elimination I determined she was Belgian, actually
Flemish. So I brought the conversation to Jacques Brel, and no sooner
had I mentioned "Marieke" that I learned she was from
Hoeilaart, a woody suburb of Brussels. Yes, she liked Kriek and
Lambic. No, she did not care for Hoeilaart wines. Too sour.
Bingo! It seemed we had more than a couple of things in common
and that my little fishing expedition could be pursued:
"You won't believe this, but although I belong to the Beatles
generation, I never quite felt their music. I preferred the Brel
style, his message in "Quand on n'a que l'amour" or in
"Ne me quitte pas".
- "Well, I do not quite belong to either generation - but,
given the choice, I too prefer Brel to the Beatles. Actually, I
have always been a fan of Joe Dassin and Reinhard Mey".
I started feeling very good. Was it the vibes, the sun or that
intoxicating tropical breeze?
Out at sea novice water skiers were taking their predictable spills,
which were not nearly as entertaining as the spectacular wipe-outs
of the wind surfers. One of them was swimming ashore, pulling the
board behind him. Later I learned that he had managed to break the
mast. Typical beginner's "luck".
"Do you like water-skiing?" I asked her with a gesture
as one who had just lost both his skis.
- "I don't know, I've never tried it. I think I prefer snow-skiing
- you see, on the slopes you're free. It's you and the mountain.
You go where you want to, even if you risk an avalanche when you
venture hors piste. On the water you depend on the whim of the fellow
pulling you - and you can only go right or left of the wake. What's
worse, you always have the boat in front of you. You can never move
to the fast lane."
"Come to think of it... I never liked being pulled myself."
While I was saying that, she closed the book over her index finger,
so as not to lose the page. I finally saw what she was reading:
an anthology of twentieth century poetry. Precisely at that moment
the bartender came back with my piña colada. I paid him the
$4 plus $1 tip he expected.
"Say, do you think that the beach is quite the right atmosphere
for reading poetry?"
- "Well, maybe not, but I've been meaning to read this anthology
for many months since I bought the book, and now I finally have
the time to do so."
All of that sounded right on track. I was particularly enjoying
the timbre of her voice and the slight accent. Obviously she had
learned English in Great Britain - not in the Midwest. And then
there was an intonation that I suspected was very much her own,
not typically Flemish at all.
"Tell me, do you like American poetry?"
- "'Alas!', as some quaint poets might say, I have read much
too little of it. I'm somewhat more conversant with European poetry
- French, German and Dutch. Look here, I was reading Rilke's Leda."
"Fancy that. But I see that your anthology is in English,
who did the translation?"
- "A guy called MacIntyre, I think he's dead."
I smiled to myself, since I was already familiar with the MacIntyre
translation. Not bad, but a bit banal in comparison to the original.
I always thought that any non-German speaker who reads Rilke only
in translation will never quite understand why Rilke is considered
a truly great poet, probably the greatest German poet of the twentieth
century. Many people have tried their hands at translating him -
including myself. But I was not going to bore her with that... Besides,
I was intent on making a good first impression, bearing in mind
that, as they say, you never get a second chance to make that first
impression. So, cool it.
Still, I guess I should share with you some of the evocative magic
of this elusive Central European and contemporary of Franz Kafka,
born in Prague in 1875 and buried in the churchyard of Raron, Switzerland,
not far from Zermatt and the Matterhorn:
Leda
When Zeus advanced toward the noble swan
he was perplexed to find it so sublime.
But driven by his need, he vanished in the bird
with youthful zeal, intent on his delicious plot.
Oblivious of the feelings of his feathered host,
adventurous Zeus pressed on, while Leda sensed
the restless god beneath the plumed disguise
and fretted what he anxiously aspired.
Resist she would, at first, but how could she
escape her own confused desire? Alighting
next to her, he wove his neck through ever
weaker hands and conquered the beloved.
At last he revelled in his plumage white
as in her womb he verily became a swan.
So many nuances, so many emotions... But, no, I wasn't about to
tire her with my translations, unless I really wanted to ruin it.
So I changed the topic to more humdrum subjects such as tennis and
water-sports.
As it turned out, she was not a tennis fan at all, much less a player
herself. Had never heard of Steffi Graf, Monica Seles, Pete Sampras
or Andre Agassi. So I made my usual pitch for scuba diving and ventured
to test her knowledge:
"You've been here ten days and haven't gone diving yet?"
- "No, I'm afraid of sharks." While she was saying that,
she pulled up both her knees and rested her drink on them.
"I would not worry about it. You see, fish are so plentiful
in these waters that you do not have to fear becoming part of the
food chain for shark or barracuda. I'm told we actually taste pretty
bad for the shark, who surely prefer a healthy pargo or grouper
to any stressed-up human flesh. Of course, shark are not exactly
the gourmets of the sea. Sometimes they eat all sort of junk-food
like windsurfer boards or divers' rubber fins. By the way, do you
know what 'scuba' means?"
- "No", she said, with a voice that indicated that she
would be just as happy not knowing.
Persistent, as usual, I volunteered: it's an acronym for "self-contained
underwater breathing apparatus". She smiled, and with that
I somehow felt that she had had enough of me for the time being
and that she wanted to get back to her Rilke and to her Banana Daiquiri.
So I decided to make a tactical withdrawal, referring to the diving
expeditions organized by the Hotel to the superlative coral reefs
around the island and even to an airplane wreck off shore. I gulped
down my piña colada, wished her a nice afternoon and went
off to the pier to catch the boat taking the divers off to the reefs.
As luck would have it, my diving "buddy" turned out to
be an elderly Connecticut businessman. I was in a mood for solitude
- just me and the fish, but, as true aficionados will tell you,
you never dive alone. The afternoon dive proved to be uneventful
- no sharks, no barracuda, but lots of angelfish - silver, red,
yellow, blue, orange and even violet creatures with fins and gills,
parrot fish, surgeon fish cruising through Caribbean soft coral,
striped and/or spotted wrasses grazing in the reef's algal turf,
hybrid butterfly fish hovering over sponges, red coral, yellow coral,
brain coral, bubble coral. Simply unbelievable stuff. How could
God keep track of so many species - let alone invent them!
And the whole time I was thinking of her - I imagined her swimming
next to me, through the pink fan bushes, gently swaying with the
currents. The water was almost as warm as in a bathtub. It felt
like a caress, a whole body massage, since I was not wearing a wet
suit - just my swimming trunks and the scuba equipment. It was a
high. But no, she was not swimming with me: When I looked back,
it was the Connecticut businessman giving me the old "O.K."
sign.
Back on the beach in the afternoon, I could not find her. It wasn't
until four p.m. that she emerged from the hotel lobby [I still did
not know the number of her room. Shame on me!] with her towels,
sun tan cream and a new book: Bruce Chatwin's Utz. I made a casual
approach - walking nonchalantly in her direction, snorkeling gear
in one hand and a novel in the other: Gabriel García Márquez:
El Amor en los Tiempos del Cólera.
"Hi, there! What have you been up to?"
- "Nothing much. I took a nap and woke up with a headache
- probably too much sun this morning - or too much wind yesterday
afternoon. Headache is gone, but I feel a bit off, as if I had a
question mark in my head."
"Sorry to hear it. I guess you should get yourself into the
shade, drink a fruit punch sans rum and maybe read about porcelain
in Prague." I escorted her to a table under a coconut tree
and we sat down on the white beach chairs. A sudden opportunistic
joy invaded me when I realized that she was now discovering a book
that I had read earlier in the year - it was too tempting a chance
to let it escape me, and thus I asked her whether she liked Meissen
porcelain and, in particular, Harlequin figurines. She laughed,
put her finger on the rim of her sun glasses, removed them, and
said:
- "So you like Bruce Chatwin too? Have you ever been to Prague?"
"Of course, a couple of times. Any self-respecting culture
lover will find his way to Prague sooner or later. And, if our paths
should ever cross in Europe, how about visiting the porcelain shops
on Wenceslas Square, the Hradsány, the famous Laterna Magika?"
- "Now, now. I just saw you go off scuba diving. What's this
about meeting in Prague? Do you intend to dive in the Moldau?"
"No, but maybe you would like to take a stroll along the river,
cross the Charles Bridge to Malá Strana. Any excuse to go
to Prague is good, but you wouldn't care to go there all by yourself,
would you? I can hardly imagine that a girl like you would stay
alone for very long."
- "What do you mean? I love being alone. Solitude... solitude
is a form of luxury. It allows you to be yourself, to discover your
feelings, to nurse a wound, plan a revenge, to think outrageous
things without other people knowing." This she said softly,
as if she didn't want anyone to overhear the conversation. "Of
course, you are right. I haven't been too long on my own - was married
for three years, but we decided to go our different ways. He was
interested in his work more than in me."
"I guess your husband lost out." I looked into her watery
eyes. "But, same here. I blew it with my ex and here I am,
37 years old, divorced and with no children. By the way, my name
is Mike Peterson."
- "Kidding me?"
"Don't know. Would you prefer John Smith, III ?"
- "Well, about time that you should introduce yourself, Mike.
And my name is Henrietta Boers. I think I would have chosen a name
like Beatrice or Julianne, but my rich aunt was called Henrietta.
Besides, she's my godmother."
"Enchanté, Henrietta. Now, where were we? How about
lunch at U Elenas's?"
- "Where's that?"
"In Prague, of course. A splendid place. Just off the Staromestke
Namesti - and what fabulous food!"
- "Sounds intriguing. You know, I've never been to Prague.
But this book I'm reading deals with a porcelain collector in Prague,
an amusing old fellow with an even funnier wife, who started off
as his cook. Yes, he too seems to have been a gourmet. I didn't
know the Czechs had any kitchen to speak of."
Now, what should a fellow with a name like mine know of Czech cuisine?
Nothing, really. But I have tried at least a dozen good restaurants
in Prague, Pilsen, Karlovy Vary, etc. and would not mind going back
for some Knedliki at Skorepka's.
- "Now, where's your weapon?" she suddenly asked me.
"What do you mean?"
- "Your camera, of course! You had it with you this morning."
I had hoped she'd answer something else, but, anyway, I had barely
learned her name.
"No weapon for now - I already shot three films on the island.
Besides, I hate to carry equipment with me. It's more fun to see
and do things rather than photograph them." - Platitudes here,
platitudes there. How could I be so unoriginal?
- "Me too", she remarked with an optimistic air, "I
rather remember what I have seen and felt and not what I have captured
on film. On the other hand, I cannot deny that photographs can renew
an experience and in their own way develop it further. In the age
of photography we evolve with and through our pictures. Don't you
think?"
Kindred spirit? Or was she pulling my leg? Somehow I felt the subject
was exhausted and that I should switch. So I brought the conversation
back to food: indeed, food is always a safe topic. And I suddenly
remembered that two days ago, before I met her on the beach, I had
seen her eating a whole papaya. Was she just indulging herself on
tropical fruits or was she anti-meat, one of these chic vegetarians?
Hopefully not, I thought, as a recidivist carnivore. Maybe she was
just a fruit-freak.
There she sat on the terrace of the hotel facing the sea, visibly
enjoying her papaya. An image for the gods, especially for meat-eating
gods.
- "Delicious, isn't it?" - "Oh, yes, much better
than any steak". - No, no, she never said that. I'm imagining
again.
"Weren't you eating a papaya Monday afternoon?"
- "You saw me? Yes, as a matter of fact, I am very fond of
tropical fruit: mamey, zapote, mango, guayaba... And there are wonderful
local dishes here, seafood creole, king crab and even Indonesian
Saté."
I felt relieved. So, she wasn't, after all, a vegetarian by conviction,
who would despise entrecote and only go for carrots and courgettes.
With luck she was an amateur mushroom collector, an enthusiast of
French cepes and bolets. For my part, I must confess that I have
a weakness for greasy quarter-pounders with cheese. And I will sin,
on occasion, and gorge myself on baby-back BBQ ribs. Enough. I should
not scare the lady, lest she think I will become an obese Milwaukee-shape
middle-aged tourist, 300 pounds worth... And just when I thought
I was making such good progress with Henrietta, I had to rush off
to another dive.
The next morning I saw her again with her novel and her sun-cream,
lying on a red lounge chair and wearing a yellow swimsuit. She had
nearly finished reading Utz - not surprising, since it is a short
novel, barely 150 pages long! Perfect for a short vacation. This
time it was she who greeted me before I could wish her good morning.
And she asked me about my scuba. This gave me an opportunity to
tell her all about the airplane wreck - from the late 1940's - and
the bizarre vegetation you see at 30 feet.
- "How deep have you been?" she queried, putting her
hand on her suntanned thigh. My eyes followed her hand.
"The deepest I ever went was 150 feet or around 50 metres.
Well, you see, my diving watch is guaranteed only to 50 metres,
and we do not want to risk ruining a good Casio, do we?"
She laughed, and continued her inquiry. - "I've heard the
colours down there disappear the deeper you go."
"Sure, even at shallow depth your thighs do not look tanned
any more, but a sickly white. And the gorgeous red and blue coral
gradually lose their magic. Everything starts looking green or black.
And, of course, the deeper you go, the less the rays of the sun
will penetrate. I advise you to stay close to the surface. Actually,
you may see the best fish when you just go snorkelling.
I imagined snorkelling with her - hand in hand, in the shallow
waters, marvelling at the kaleidoscope of colours, occasionally
swallowing salt water, when inadvertently dipping the tube while
trying to look sideways. To my surprise, I learned she had already
gone snorkelling and loved it. As she enthusiastically put it:
- "I really did not want to leave this magic world - why return
to land when the underwater world is so beautiful? But, of course,
the fairy tale is for the fish and the dolphins - not for us."
When lunch time came around, I invited her to join me, and - praise
the coconuts - she did not turn me down.
Again, she ordered a papaya, which she devoured with obvious delight.
I mused over the hundreds of soft, black pits. What enormous effort
nature invests to reproduce a single fruit: hundreds, even thousands
of pits - and most of them go to waste, get trampled upon, rot.
"What splendid colour this papaya has", I said, "How
would you like to have your dining room painted papaya?"
- "Actually, not such a bad idea. I adore the colour. It should
awaken anyone's appetite."
Mine was awakened all right. - "Ever thought of doing the
bedroom in mamey?"
I heard her laugh. Then silence. Then a dry "no".
I feared I had committed an olympic Freudian faux pas, that I had
been too intense, but, happily, she did not seem to mind it. A man
would have sent me to hell long ago. But some women are not only
interesting and beautiful and charming: they can be patient and
forebearing, and even capable of forgiving peccadillos.
As the case may be, she seemed to put up with me for the moment,
and again it was she who now turned the conversation back to water
sports.
- "You said you did not like water-skiing. Why on Earth not?"
She asked.
- "You mean, 'why on the ocean not?' Sorry, bad pun. You're
right. I do not care for water skiing because I do not feel free.
Besides, water skiing is a solitary sport - not to say anti-social."
- "What do you mean?"
"Simple: when you water ski you do not have a partner to chat
with, you cannot share the water and the wind with her - you are
alone, worse still, you are being pulled by some fool who sometimes
does not know where he's going and you nearly crash into a windsurfer."
I gestured as a frightened windsurfer who throws off the sail to
save dear life. She interrupted:
- "How about snow-skiing? Of course, we do not have great
mountains in Belgium, but I usually take winter holidays in Switzerland.
Last year, for instance, I went to a place called Champéry,
at the foot of the Dents de Midi not far from the Mont Blanc."
"Splendid area, I know it. But I think I prefer Les Diablerets
or, for that matter, Saas Fee".
"Alpine skiing is a social sport", she said, playing
with the spoon in her hands... "You go with a group of friends,
stop along the piste for a chocolat or a vin chaud; you go down
the slopes chatting, laughing, sometimes even singing."
"You said a social sport. I like that. I guess I've seen more
public kissing on the slopes than anywhere else. You can kiss on
the télésiège, you can kiss on the verge of
the precipice, you can kiss after you take a nasty spill. That's
an important difference! You cannot kiss while water-skiing. Only
before or after."
Again she laughed, looked into my eyes, then down to my plate and
said matter-of-factly: - "You haven't eaten your veggies."
True enough, I had hardly touched my plate. I looked at her and
said: "Well, anything to lose some weight. Now, would you please
pass the ketchup!"
After lunch she wanted to take a nap and write some letters. So,
she took her leave and we agreed to meet again at the bar at 4 p.m.
I waited and waited. It wasn't until 4:45 that she finally showed
up, smiling brightly and wearing a hibiscus flower in her blonde
hair. When she came closer, I detected a familiar scent: she had
generously sprayed herself with Cacharel's Eden. She wore yet another
swimsuit - a striped blue combination with matching towel.
"Great to see you again. Did you finish your novel? And what's
that funny thing in your hair? Did you plunder the hotel garden?"
- "No comment on your second inquiry. As to the first: Yes,
but I did not entirely agree with the ending. I was sad to see Utz
simply die. And I would have wanted to know what happened to the
Meissen porcelain."
"It's anybody's guess, but I'm sure the Baronin von Utz did
not smash the figurines just to keep them away from the confiscating
hand of the communist philistines. I'm sure she found a way to smuggle
them out to some happy collector in Hoeilaart or New York. The Baron
was no fool, and he would have given his life to preserve these
precious pieces."
- "Well, well, well." She teased, running her fingers
through her hair. "I did not realize you remembered the story
line so well. I guess you liked it, too. Do you read a lot of novels?"
"You bet, it's better than watching football on the tube,
or serials such as 'Miami Vice' and 'LA Law'. I'm always channel-surfing
anyhow. Nothing keeps my attention longer than ten minutes - with
the notable exception of the Discovery Channel, which you probably
do not get in Brussels, or do you?"
- "Actually, we do get it on cable, but I'm more into the
music programmes, especially late at night. Sometimes I fall asleep
to Mozart."
"And so you fall asleep."
- "Oh, you American philistine! Or, are you American? You
seem to like ketchup. That qualifies you, doesn't it?"
I raised both eyebrows and smiled:
"Yes, I have an American passport. But I feel comfortable
in many places - especially places without music. Isn't silence
simply wonderful? I can watch the sea, the clouds, fire, the mountains
- in absolute silence."
And exactly as I was saying that, Latin American trumpets interrupted
our reverie: the "happy hour" began.
We decided to escape it and took a long walk along the sea. We
must have walked for an hour. Most of the time in silence. Just
enjoying the proximity of each other, not needing to say anything.
The afternoon was wearing thin. The trade winds made a pleasant,
almost constant sound when traversing through the coconut trees.
Far out at sea the sun made me think of a huge orange, full of yellowish-reddish
juice. The moment seemed infinite, eternal... But then the big orange
touched the skin of the ocean - would it now roll to the right or
to the left of the horizon?
The languid clouds blushed in the sun's proximity. The god of the
Tropics would not linger - in two minutes, thirty-eight seconds
he had sunk, soundlessly, almost imperceptibly: leaving a ludicrously
coloured sky, one meant for children and clowns - and lovers. I
was reminded of a cheap tourist poster - pink, violet, lavender,
light green, Prussian blue. And yet it was not a romantic fata morgana.
This was reality in the tropics. And it was worth it.
- "Gosh, do you realize I spent three weeks planning this
two-week holiday?" She remarked with a sigh.
"Well, I always thought that the art of leisure entailed doing
less- - not more." I replied. "But I know that modern
vacations frequently require too much planning. Somehow I cherish
the idea of spontaneous escapes with no preparation at all - just
ad hoc, ex tempore, spur of the moment."
- "Sure, but if you work 50 hours a week in an office in the
heart of Brussels, you n e e d to get out to a place like this -
and forget it all."
"I confess, it is not all that different with me. But I seldom
take exotic vacations. I usually stay in Europe and do silly things
like cycling around Lake Geneva over the weekend."
- "You’re pulling my leg. How far around, is it?"
"May I pull your leg? Avec plaisir…. Actually, it’s
just about 180 kilometers around. Still, you can improvise this
sort of thing on short notice. Or, for instance, you jump in your
car and drive down the Route Napoléon to the Côte d'Azur
- for three days... Of course, this is hardly 'vacation', and it
is likely to tax your body more than work. Strenuous sport, alcohol
consumption, scarce sleep - all end up negating whatever recovery
the change of pace had announced. Even the positive balance of relaxation
- if there is any residue after vacation excesses - is cancelled
out by the final travel stress."
- "Alas," she said with a resigned voice, "my vacation
is drawing to a close. Tomorrow I fly back to the grind, to the
real world, and soon I will be back in the old work syndrome. And
I had begun to enjoy this vacation rhythm so much."
"Yes, yes - but carpe noctem - you still have tonight and
there are plenty of vacations to be organized. Indeed, a good thing
deserves another - how about linking up somewhere in Europe in the
not too distant future? I would not be exactly averse to taking
a vacation with you - maybe another vacation in the sun, maybe a
vacation to the crystal and porcelain golden city of Prague, or
to the palatable palatschinke world of Bratislava and Vienna.
As I said that, she kissed me gently, on the lips. I drew her to
me and kissed back, somewhat more vigorously. Meanwhile the amber
sky was turning bright papaya red - a long, that captivating, tropical,
incredibly kitsch papaya-orange-amber.
The Pelican which had been observing us - for so long - flew off,
its silhouette gliding ever so low over the waves. Without speaking,
we went into the sea and swam out to the sand bank. At first we
did not want to return to shore: the twilight, the breeze, the temperature
- all was velvet, and we both felt it. Dinner followed and then
room 44, Leda's room.
As we awoke, the wind was blowing the curtains half way into the
room; the sun's rays adorning the walls with the spectrum, white
plumage wafting in the air. She was still half asleep, her golden
hair like an impressionistic design on the pillow. I smelled the
vestiges of perfume on her neck and shoulders.... One more swim
on the agenda. Then luggage, taxi, airport.
Three days without her... damned solitude!
I looked forward to strolling with her along the embankment of
the Vltava and going for dinner at U Lorety on the hill facing the
Czerny Palace... It occurred to me that Rilke had also written a
poem about the old Loreto monastery... I imagined Henrietta with
her vade mecum, her anthology of 20th century poetry, entering U
Lorety and ordering a papaya. But no, she was not just a papaya
eater. Ten thousand kilometers away she assured me over the phone
that she would also enjoy a hearty middle-European Schnitzel - with
or without a slice of pineapple on it.
When it was my turn to fly back to "reality", I already
knew that this vacation was also reality: Wasn't Henrietta reality?
Wasn't the beach just as real as the conferences, commissions and
word processors? Tomorrow and next week and next month, while I
toil away at my overcrowded desk, evaluating data, examining reports,
pushing papers, the coconut trees will still be swaying with the
trade winds, the tourists will persist in overeating, and late afternoons
a few romantics will still linger on the white sand, looking out
into the vastness of the sea, observing the silhouette of a passing
cruise ship, experiencing nirvana: enjoying the ludicrous papaya
sunsets of Aruba.
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